Music Time

Thursday, 13 December 2012

Little things

After the first exam
I feel blessed
as I did know how to do the exam question
Just that a little bit lacking of time
TIME MANAGEMENT
always
a problem for me
End up
I fail to write something which are necessary
and also made some mistakes which are not supposed to have
Anyway
Stil I finished one exam paper
and One more to go
FIGHTING

Back home from lunch with a bunch of coursemates and friends
enjoy the time Chit-Chatting & 'Gossiping' with them
We have been stared by other for quite few times if not mistaken
Coz We are making too much of noise
Admit it
We are PR students XD
It's impossible for us to stay quite
as we need to always involve in 'promoting something' XD

After back home
there is a weird feeling which I can't express
erm...
sad
nope, not sad
dissapointed...erm...not really
just one kind of feeling
and I can't really know what exactly it is
In Chinese, we call 郁闷
but I don't know how to translate to english
perhaps is sort of feeling of depress


OS: Even feeling depressed still play with the web cam toy, just can't resist it XD
Wondering what actually happen to me
to have this bad feelings
listen to music make myself relax
find some distraction 
and I accidentally listen to one song
Little Thing by One Direction
A good song I can say 



i've just let these little things slips out of my mouth 
because it's you, oh it's you, it's you they add up to 

and i'm in love with you (all these little things) 
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth 
but if it's true, it's you, it's you they add up to 
I'm in love with you, and all your little things.


enjoyed the lyrics and the melody of the song
yeah
sometimes
there's a little thing which makes everything perfect
just a little thing :)

and It was just then
Stitchy message me and said she got a present for me

It was a thing which I wanted to eat for quite a long time :)


 Hokaido Siphon Cake <3


Time for a taste~hiak hiak XD

(it's not the matter of taste, it's the matter of truthfulness, and that makes things taste good <3 )

I just mentioned to her once
just once 
and she remembered and bought it for me
She always blame herself for not by my side when I need her
but actually she's the one who cares a lot of me and including all of her friends
She just so sweet and kind, caring and...many many more
She's always the one 
who gives  me lots and lots of happiness :)

The little things she did
The little words she said
The little supportive action that she did
always brings me the greatest warm and happiness and lots of support
She always the one come to me and give me a little thing which other might not concern about
I was sometimes guilt for couldn't help her out when she was in a bad mood
I wish I could do something like what she did to me
though just a little thing
I hope I can do something just for you


Stitchy, you made my days
thanks for everything and all the little things
Love you & treasure you always :)
(by the way, it's time for us to capture a new photo of us ^^)


Tuesday, 4 December 2012

我们之间的『?』

该说是一种默契?
身为朋友的我俩
彼此即便面对面看到对方也不理睬
更不要说对话
有时看到也假装看不到
这样的情况
维持了三个月之久
即便我俩看见对方
但自己像是隐形人不存在一般
被当作看不见了
而我能做的也就同样当作看不见他的存在
也不和他对视
这三个月
双方在各自的世界里已变成陌生人
或则该说隐形人
一开始我以为可能因为我做错了什么
所以他可能生气不爽自己还是怎样
所以我以为等时间过了
消气了
一切会恢复正常吧
但却超乎我预料了
事情并没有好转
日间夹在我们之间的冷漠层
随着时间的流逝
不断的加厚
而慢慢的
我已忘了我们是朋友的事实
不是我狠心
而是我真的不知道到底发生什么是使我们变成这样
像是不曾认识对方的擦肩而过
或是在朋友群里的对话更没有过
有人说:“你们不是好朋友吗?
可以这样每天见到面不说话的噢?”
我也很惊奇我们就是有这样的能力
"为什么不干脆问他到底你们之间发生什么事?”
对啊
为什么不?
这样事情不就解决了

这次
我不想做主动的那方
可能错在于我
但我就是不想
不想每次都我主动
不是怕吃亏
更不是不珍惜这份友谊
而是
我累了
在友情里
我总是主动的那方
可以换一次我被动吗?
就一次
说我自私也罢
我就想为自己自私一次
有错吗
所以就因为这样
我俩都不主动去问对方
到底发生什么事
我们就持续冷漠以对
直到现在
我们仍然没和对方说过一句话

昨晚
他出现在我梦里
很不可思议的梦
我只是依稀记得发生什么事
而我们对话的内容我想不起了

梦里边
和现实有些相像
他和我始终不理不睬
而直到有一天
他突然为了什么事向我对峙了
说出很多很多他对我的误解
我哭得稀里哗啦的
因为我最讨厌被误会了
感觉自己受了很多委屈
当时也有其他朋友在场
朋友1向他解释那些都只是误会
我更和他大声吵嚷
由于大声吵嚷外加大哭
搞到自己很难呼吸
胸口更有种快窒息的感觉
那种感觉是如此的真实
可能真的有太多冤屈可是无法阐明所以很难受
而直到最后的结局
我俩冰释前言
再次变回和以前般友好
还和他像以往般开玩笑互亏

下一秒
却转换场景
原来我是在做梦
我醒了时候
还和自己的朋友说自己昨晚梦见和他和好
而在我说这句话之际
他就在我们后边
感觉好像听见了我们的对话
而他也没和我们对视一眼继续走他的路
我就这么看着他经过
像以往般的擦肩而过
”铃~!“
闹钟声响了
而我睁开双眼
发现
原来
刚刚的所有都是自己的梦境而已
包括和朋友说话让他听见那段
也都只是梦
梦中梦
好妙的感觉
直到醒来那刻还觉得自己还在梦里边
一直到戴上眼镜
视线逐渐清晰才惊觉自己已苏醒了
可是这梦使自己内心很复杂
有种说不出的郁闷
是对于这一切仅仅是一场梦而感到遗憾吗?
或许吧

所谓日有所思
夜有所梦
昨晚果真应验了这句话
或许真的因为反复去想他写的那句话
所以梦见了这些吧


我们还是朋友吗?
我好奇

或许该说他还把我当朋友吗?
我不晓得
这答案只有我们之间其中一方主动才会有答案吧


小插曲:
今天做了这梦
一醒来
脑袋里就疯狂浮现 侧耳倾听 country road日文版的旋律
很奇怪吧
呵呵
这个跟梦毫无关系地说
可是就是很想听这首歌
再次和大家分享下吧

最近更疯狂爱上吉他
吉他成为了我精神支柱
即便一个人也没那么孤单
这两天没吉他的日子真难过
吉他吉他
我要买吉他啊~!!!

等我回去家乡买了吉他
是时候学弹这首歌了
^^
好应景地说
back to home and buy a guitar to play take me home country road
哈哈~不错哦