LOSE

Finally
my course work marks have been released
haiz

wat to say
overall is not bad
i think
although i m the highest among d classes tat same tutor with me
but
i still
lose to sum1
haiz

i may b d best in a small group
but not d best when i m in a big group
i stil not satisfy wf my result
it seems lik i m showing off to other tat did not even manage to score well in d course work
act
i am not
is true tat many others are better than me
n summore
my score is not the highest in d whole stream
but oni a few classes who are same tutor with me
i shall b happy
but i still feel sad
coz
y am i owez b d loser
haiz
mayb i m nt gud enough
nvm
i wil continue to improve myself

recently
i found out tat i had changed a lot
i used to be a person who did not really care about d result
but nw
i owez care about it
and my fren even said tat they kinda scare to talk to me
coz avtime they chat with me
i sure wil mention about result...score...mark....study...
ntg else~
n sumhow they lable me as书呆子
whatever in my world oni about study
=.=
what i wan to say is
i am not
pls dun label me in that way
but
i hv to admit that
i really change myself to a person who oni care about study n ntg else
mayb bcoz of d pressure cum from d scholarship
n forces me to change myself
act
i m nt happy wf dis kind of changes
my happiness reduces day by day
i m nt enjoying my life...
but
i still hv to work hard
bcoz
i nid to maintain my result
but at the same time
i wil try to make myself relax
n try to njoy my uni life

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
2day
d BSN call me
they told me that they wan to offer me a scholarship to study in HELP university college
it supposed to let me knw about dis 3month ago
i m not goin to start again as i had study foundation in UTAR for 3month
haiz
what i wan to say is
d GOV reali very 'efficient'
wateva
i had reject it
but kinda worry
bcoz
scare they wil not let me to get d scholarship anymore during degree
haiz
i dun wan bother it anymore

是你的就是你的
不是你的就不是你的

衰到摔倒2

今天
我又跌倒了
这次比较搞笑
为什么？？？
因为
我从楼梯上滑倒
总共滚了
大概二十级的楼梯
躺在地上
动弹不得
哎呦喂呀
在我的滚得当儿
朋友们在那边看着我往下滚
一直在那边唉呦哎呦叫
等到我跌躺在地上后他们才走下来问有事吗
更有人问你是怎样跌下去的=。=（这是什么问题啊）
只见我没出声
大家都慌了
然后是一阵笑声
没有错
是笑声
可是
笑的人不是别人
是我自己
也不晓得为什么
就是想笑
大家以为我是跌坏了脑袋
才在那边笑个不停
我也不晓得
只是我一想到
自己刚刚从楼梯滚下的画面就忍不住笑了起来
因为连我自己都觉得很爆笑
好丢脸啊～～～～！！！！
现在真的是整身痛
痛死了～～！T.T

真是有够丢人的
竟然在男生宿舍的楼梯跌到
还被这么多男生看着
虽然说都是认识的
可是真的很丢脸啊
T.T 55555
算了
丢脸也不是第一次了
就算了吧～
不过还是很痛啊
请不要问废话
从二十级楼梯滚下来
不痛是假的
唉～
真是命苦啊～～～T.T

不说这个～
聊点开心的～～～

话说kampar是追星的好去处～先有Bii～现有潘玮柏和光良～～～
哈哈～
好忙啊~~~
朋友们别吃醋噢～～～

End

At last
finally
all ended
i have finish all my coursework
although i didn manage to do well in economic presentation
bt
i still feel glad finally all these have come to an end

and oso~
i have score full mark in my math test~luckily~haha

juz to show off~hahaha~(kiding oni lah)
bt
i have score badly in my CT test
haiz~
nvm
what i have to do now is to concentrate on my coming final exam
hope that i will get great mark for all the subjects
~~~~~~

最近
我发现了一件事
可是现在没心情讲了～
只能说我太自以为是了～
唉。。。
算了吧
我也不想多说什么了
只能说
我有点小失望

anyway
i still feel happy~hahaha^^
bcoz i have done my course work
at laz i cn rest
bt i still have to do revision for my final exam~
3 more week to go~gambateh~^^

upload some photos~juz 4 fun~haha~all these pic v take in the furniture shop last sunday~

haha~dis wan i lik it~hahaha

 Jane~

 me~

'd dog' : 'eh~u very heavy leh~'

Ling :' =.= sorry lo~

chyau~

yeah~haha~

衰到=摔倒？？？

星期六

和平常一样

去吃晚餐

结果

在回的路途中

从脚车上摔了下来

哎哟喂呀

痛啊～！

我在内心呐喊

双手轻微擦伤

右肩和下巴和地上亲了一下

两边膝盖。。。

右边还好

左脚膝盖擦伤

幸好

都没有很严重

不然拜四

我就不用见人了～（presentation 4 two assignment)

真是衰～

为什么偏偏选在靠近present的时候跌咧～

哎哟～

受伤的左膝盖～

擦伤的双手～

还有下巴些许擦伤～幸亏只是下巴～不然真的会毁容～

haiz

老天爷非要我以这种姿态见人吗～？

唉～

不过

其实也挺久没有跌到了

这么一跌

其实还蛮不错的～～哈哈

不过

现在只有一个字可以形容

就是

痛～！！！

Tiring

2day
went to skul as usual
juz finished Math test
n
i reali cnt get it
Y?Y?Y?Y?Y?
i asked myself
wat happened to me?
Y m i so sleepy~?
i
slept
in d exam hall~
OMG~~
bt i had finished all the questions(luckily=.=)
haiz
dis id the first time i feel so sleepy during exam~
d question seem like spinning around my head
bt i cnt even tink
wat i cn thought was
i wan to sleep~
n
half hour pass by~
until d lecture said:" 15 min left."
tat time oni i awake
n continue to recheck d answ
dunnoe whether gt make any silly or careless mistake or not
haiz~
nvm
i gt ntg to do with tat

hopefully
d result come out wil nt frighten me~
PLS
be good~

act
is tiring
to face ppl
tat i dont wan to face
pls
i wan the time to go more faster
i dun wan to face them anymore

today
had a small talk with 曈
she said tat i m too stubborn
tat i dun wan to admit i m wrong
i dunnoe wat to say
coz in my heart
i really feel tat i didn did anything wrong
whatever
is too tiring
to face all dis.....
hate it.........