不争气

Wednesday 26/10/11
I went to our church for some activities
although I am quite busy
but still I went for it
actually nothing special
we just to have some fun with all of thee members
at least
I think it still was a great day
and I spent the my  public holiday there
actually It just let me have some relaxation
After these day that with assignment
I can't even have a good rest
Is that I don't even have any time to do that
because
all the assignment have to submit on the same due date
and the assignment burden driving me crazy
I just feel that sometimes I can't even breathe
I just can't
Thus
our teacher that is from our church
she is also one of my lecturer and tutor
I told her th problem that I actually face now
she know how I feel and so she ask me to come for the activities to let go some of my burden
at least just give myself one day off
I agree with her
so I went to the church and actually have a good rest there
at least my mind can be rested in 12 hours
that without all those assignment and exam things

After having a class at the church
I said goodbye with my teacher
It actually nothing until
heard what my teacher said
and causes my tears ran out from my eyes
She touch my face and said “加油！辛苦你了！”
I just can't stop my tear coming out but luckily I didn't cry out infront of her
Those words touch my heart very very much
and make me think of my mum
I really miss her a lot
and just right after that
my mum called
we chat for a few minutes
she said she wanna come to Kampar on December as I ask her to do so
because I really miss her and I now stuck here because I have too much of things to be done
and I started to cry out after i finished my talk with my mum
although i used to face a lot of pressure in the previous days
nothing change actually
but what make different is
my mum now is not by my side
I can't stand strong if not because of her

Sorry mum
I try to be strong but
Just let me cry out or once
just once
and I will still be your daughter who always stand strong no matter how hard life is going to be

换风水了～

今天

由于一些原因

房间安装了抽风机

就是这个啦～

为了安装这个

我们不得不把房间所有东西都搬去客厅

安装完后

妈啊

那些灰尘不是多到～～～～

所以不得不大扫除

好不容易打扫完整个房子

颖才说

要不换下房间的摆设

我就说好吧

反正也没差

就换吧～

原本只能一个人用的桌子

 两张合在一起的床～

现在

可以共用了～^^

哈哈

也不错的

将我也不用再趴在床上读书了

（不良示范）

哈哈

believe in GOD

最近

基于巧合

我参加了一间教会的话语教学

话语并不是我们平时说的话

而是

创造我们的神

所想要和我们说的话

这么说可能大家认为我肯定是你不对劲了

也或许

大家会认为

我去教会

该不会就改信基督教了吧

错了～！！

大错特错

我坚信自己是佛教

但

我现在多了一个值得我去相信它的存在的神

不是迷信

而是真的

神是真的存在着

只是被我们忽略了

只因我们无法看见

而我现在选择去用心感受它的存在

其实进入话语教学班

我真的觉得

自己又从中学到东西

不是什么

是人生道理

话语是以圣经作为教材

圣经里边记载着我们的人生该怎么走

人生的一切一切

这让我晓得自己不该再糟蹋自己接下来的人生

让人生白过

我要自我提升

大家都觉得

我是不是真的会改信基督教

我想强调

相信神

不代表你一定要是基督教

神是属于大家的

不分宗教

只是你选择去相信还是不相信

而我

选择了前者

所以请不要以异样的眼光看我

我并没做什么奇怪的事情

Busy

this week onward

I will start to be very very busy

so 

It means that I will have no more time on having fun and just concentrate on my work

I will not say something bad this time

I will put away the bad feelings 

and believe myself 

that I will do best in my course work and also my exam

hopefully~~hahaha

although this time I may not perform well like last sem I did

but still i will always try my best~^^

self fulfilling prophecy-if you think you can, you can!!

(from socialization chapter 4 education-interactionist perspective)

I know how to apply it in my life~XD

学以致用

Share  you all my drawing~~~ 

 this one i already do some edition~do you all find something different??^^

 I like this the most~~haha

last week
I just went back home
nothing special
just went back to see my mother
haha~
i even get a chance to take a photo with her~^^

SteaMboat time

last Thursday
Have my memorable steamboat moment with my UTAR friends
actually I decided not to go with them
because it is not cheap to eat this meal~
it cost me RM20
T.T
I know
I had make myself become poorer
yet
i still have a lot of fun with them
and
I do eat a lot
my tummy grown fatter after that day
i think
but
I still enjoy it very much

Tada~~~~!!!our food today~

Me & Ke Yin~~~~^^

 why my smile look so...weird....=.=

Me & Jia Li

Me & Fiona

Me & Li Ting

 Li Ting: nice nice nice~~~yummy~~~~

 Li Ting: I am chef of the day~~~^^hehe

 Li Ting : finally i can eat~~~~

 =.=
Li Ting: fast fast take a photo with me!
Fiona: i don't want~~~~!

 my hair become sooooo........

 Ke Yin:Yeah~~~~~~^^

 put lots lots inside there~~~~

^^

our 1st self made dinner

Have a simple and nice dinner with 3 of my friends
actually we have plan to cook since last week
we bought all the ingredient in TESCO
and finally we get a chance to use it 2day

1st of all
our menu of the day
1.nugget
2.豆苗
3.豆shi鱼

actually it really easy to cook all these
we spent only 20 minutes to finish all these
fast and efficient
i thought it will be kinda difficult
and yet it was not

We all satisfy with this meal
it may be not perfect but it is good to cook the meal ourselves
at least it was a great experience
and
while having dinner with all my friends
it make me feel like i am having my dinner with family
that feeling kinda warm

I really enjoy the meal~^^