Wednesday 26/10/11
I went to our church for some activities
although I am quite busy
but still I went for it
actually nothing special
we just to have some fun with all of thee members
at least
I think it still was a great day
and I spent the my public holiday there
actually It just let me have some relaxation
After these day that with assignment
I can't even have a good rest
Is that I don't even have any time to do that
because
all the assignment have to submit on the same due date
and the assignment burden driving me crazy
I just feel that sometimes I can't even breathe
I just can't
Thus
our teacher that is from our church
she is also one of my lecturer and tutor
I told her th problem that I actually face now
she know how I feel and so she ask me to come for the activities to let go some of my burden
at least just give myself one day off
I agree with her
so I went to the church and actually have a good rest there
at least my mind can be rested in 12 hours
that without all those assignment and exam things
After having a class at the church
I said goodbye with my teacher
It actually nothing until
heard what my teacher said
and causes my tears ran out from my eyes
She touch my face and said “加油!辛苦你了!”
I just can't stop my tear coming out but luckily I didn't cry out infront of her
Those words touch my heart very very much
and make me think of my mum
I really miss her a lot
and just right after that
my mum called
we chat for a few minutes
she said she wanna come to Kampar on December as I ask her to do so
because I really miss her and I now stuck here because I have too much of things to be done
and I started to cry out after i finished my talk with my mum
although i used to face a lot of pressure in the previous days
nothing change actually
but what make different is
my mum now is not by my side
I can't stand strong if not because of her
Sorry mum
I try to be strong but
Just let me cry out or once
just once
and I will still be your daughter who always stand strong no matter how hard life is going to be