LOve yourselves more than others

Everyone in this world deserve to be loved
not necessary it must be someone to love you or to treat you nice
but you yourselves can love yourselves more than others
treat yourselves better than others
Though
It might be viewed as a selfish act
but
Who on earth generous enough to treat other far more better than treating themselves and yet they request nothing for what they have did to the person
I don't think there are such person except...
OUR BELOVED PARENTS

you can treat your friends nice
but do remember one thing
that is to treat yourselves just like the way you treat them
or even better than that
then
you will not hurt by other
as there are less expectations

I used to treat my friends better than myself
I care them more than myself
and thus sometimes
your friends disappointed you
as when you expect to treat you in the same way that you treat them
It will be truly impossible
Unless the person see you as the most important person in this world
the best friends and the normal friends
that makes everything different
yeah
maybe you see them as your best friends
but sometimes they don't
Now I have learnt
No one will love you unless you learn how to love yourselves
Don't ever expect other to do it for you
as there will be no one except yourselves


Recently
I feel really happy
with all my friends
Good friends as well as new friends
they all treat me very well
and I am happy to stay along with them
I do hope all these can last long


I do treat my friends nice
just like the way that I used to treat them in the past
this will never change till the day I dead
as they make up my life
without them
there will have no laugh
no tears
no paint
and thus it became no life
but I have learnt not to expect anything back from them
and treat myself better
learn to love myself more
do anything that I feel happy to do
learn to let go of the things especially things related to friendships
there is someone who always cherish you and love you more than you do no matter how
that are yourself, your parents, and also the GOD who created us
things will be different when you change the way you look at it

LET GO
this make the big release to myself
and now I am happy
or even I can said more happier

Friends
I do cherish you all
and love you all
I will still give whatever I have to you all
but
Please do let me do this to myself either :)

Friends...Love you all...I always do...

友情的幸福

最近你觉得自己真的很幸福
很幸运

上大学以后
我总有种被忽略的感觉
总是一个人耍孤僻
总是一个人想太多
而面对好朋友一个接着一个离开
不在我身边让我感觉真的很忧伤
然而

上了Dgree之后
我感觉自己
像是莫名转运了
身边的朋友都是很爱玩
很爱闹
但却又很认真学习的一群
我真的觉得自己很幸运
现在
去上学
虽然被assignment压得喘不过气
但却也
变成一件乐事
因为能够和一群很可爱也很搞笑的朋友在一块
嘻嘻哈哈大笑一番
还可以玩很多很多游戏
不要怀疑
这全都是在上课途中进行的
虽然是一些简单至极的游戏
但却让我们玩的很开心

 三人跑道游戏XD

 Ipad- King of Opera

Ipad-The scissors game

这两个有一腿噢～～～XD

两人多亲密啊～

回到家
最期待的莫过于
与另一班朋友去吃晚餐
虽然总会拖到很迟才出门
但
我还是甘心忍着胃部的疼痛
耐心等着
不知为什么
自己会有如此惊人的毅力
可以这么苦撑着
可能因为太享受在于他们相处的时间吧
虽然多半都是男生
（强调：我不是花痴！咱们是好兄弟！)
但其实很喜欢和他们聊天
或是听他们聊天
因为他们的谈话内容真的太好笑了
虽然有时还是会谈及美女的事情让我不是很喜欢
但...算了吧～毕竟还是男生吗
和他们在一起总是很开心
可以真的很畅怀的大笑
而他们对我都很体贴（其实对每个人都很体贴）
其实我真的的很喜欢体贴的人
总会关心你
哪怕只是小事上的关心
其实我真的会很感动
觉得他们都是很好的朋友
虽然说没有过于把你当女生看待（我也不需要）
但基本的对女性的温柔和体贴还是会有的（这我需要）
而这让我感觉很欣慰
外加大家都很幽默搞笑
所以和他们在一起
真的可以忘却所有的烦恼
而沉浸在笑声中

搞笑一下XD

除了和新朋友相处得非常愉快

同时身边还是有个好朋友也相处的不错的XD

真的觉得自己最近过得还不赖
可能是自己已没有过去那般封闭自己
所以世界变得不一样了吧
呵呵

希望能继续沉浸在友情的幸福当中...^^
朋友...谢谢

总是...我当桥梁

今天
突然很有感觉记录现在的心情
并不是emo
只是感触
我写这篇文章时我是笑着的（强调）
所以没有一丝哀伤的气氛
而是很平静的

最近发现
我觉得自己总是在当别人的桥梁
怎么说呢

如果人生中有三种选择

第一，当跑向终点的人
第二，当桥梁
第三，呆在终点的那一位

而我无从选择
被别人当做桥梁
其实
有时真的很厌烦

我总是
夹在中间
成为两人之间的桥梁

就是说
别人接近我
向我示好
都只为了踩着我通往终点寻找那一位
唉唉
我的人生有多悲哀呢?

希望哪天我不用再当桥梁了
而是在终点的那一位^^

很短却又耐人寻味的一篇网志...呵呵

Bad day

Have a really bad day today

Feeling a great disappointment on myself for doing so bad for my presentation

although it was just a normal classroom discussion

I just don't get it why can't I present as usual

I said things in a really wrong sequences

talking nonsense that I don't even understand what am I talking about

I really stressed up when I saw the tutor ignore me when I can't continue my presentation
maybe the tutor didn't meant it
but still it frighten me

after the class
I cried
due to the failure and the embarrassment just now

Everything go so wrong on myself

I really couldn't accept it

God! What am I doing??

Is it because of lacking of sleep 

that what makes everything

Perhaps

it was part of the reason

But

What makes most of the reasons

is because of the tutor himself

why I said so

he give a lot of pressure in me

I don't know why

since the first day I paired up with the girl and her friends

I can't even breath well during the PR tutorial class

My confidence just disappear in just few seconds

I used to be confident with my presentation skill

and today everything seems to be different

maybe because of her

She is good in English

I admit it

She is friendly

She is nice

I am okay with what she has

however

sometimes the way she speak with tutor and lecturer

is like treating them as friend rather than a tutor or lecturer

Somehow the tutor is not happy with the way she speak to him

Is not that I am too sensitive

but I can sense that the tutor doesn't like students to behave in such manners

maybe they expect to have more respect from students

and this make the tutor has had a bad impression to her and even worst 

the whole group of people which same group with her including me myself

the way he said

the things he speak to the class

is like he indirectly showing that he was really unsatisfied with what she have done or spoke

I am not sure that whether I was too sensitive to sense this

because of this reasons

I have think too much and worry too much

I really afraid that

because the tutor dislike her attitude and indirectly dislike the people who get along with her

So means

no matter how hard we work

there are still dissatisfaction of the tutor toward our performance

I really afraid with this

What the tutor said meant everything

and he is the one who mark our assignments and look at our presentation

I really afraid that he will have prejudiced on any of us

and we will have a hard time for the entire semester

thus

when think of this

it gave me a lot of pressure

and make me become nervous when talking to him face to face

Hope that the tutor will not prejudiced our group...I beg for it...

I really don't like this kind of stuff happen to me...

if it happen so...it is truly unfair to all of us...

糗死了！

好久没有更新部落格
结果一更新
就来个超级丢脸的事情

人生就是这样
要嘛日子过于平淡无奇
要嘛就给你来个超级暴风雨
让你挡不了也躲不住
让你不知所措
让你晕了头又转了向

今天正正发生在我身上
真的无语到了极点

昨晚
和朋友玩‘killer’一个极度简单且有些许无聊的游戏
却让我们几个大男生和女生
玩疯了
互相猜忌的游戏
真的太好笑了
大家都笑翻了
直到
凌晨四点钟
大家才肯结束游戏
上床睡觉
明天早上八点的课
所以也就是说
我只剩两个多小时的时间睡觉
=。=
不过算了吧～
难得的狂欢嘛～哈哈
而且有人隔天会送我上学
所以～安啦～！XD

七点钟起床
意外性的
非常精神
还跟朋友玩笑开个不停
嘴巴说个不停
还搞到肚子进风
胀气
囧

放学后
本来打算
要和朋友去图书馆
结果忘了要穿长裤
所以被禁止进入

好吧
只好把东西全部塞进包包里
失落地回家喽
反正睡眠不足
回去补眠吧～

结果
重点来了
真的是重点

今年最丢脸的事莫过于此
当我准备骑上朋友的摩多车正准备回家之际
习惯性地打开书包
正打算把在包包里的外套拿出用来挡太阳的时候
蹬蹬蹬蹬！
怪了～怎么我的水壶便蓝色了？？？
怪了～怎么我的书包里有书本的？？？
怪了～我的外套呢？？？
咦咦咦？？
咦了个半天
才发现
自己拿错别人的书包了！！！！
噢
我的天哪～～！！！！
我心想糟了这次
我的书包要怎么找回？？
和这书包的主人又是谁啊
CAMPUS这么大（想必就读UTAR KAMPAR 的各位知道，不知道的话就想象它是非常大大大的一座建筑物）
我该从何找起
感谢神
让我朋友有摩多
可以在我先到BLOK B
找了找
没有～
再前往blok G
去的路途中我的电话摔在地上两次
一次还是从摩多上摔下滚了不知多少圈
差点被车压碎
在我准备要把躺在马路上的它拾起之前
车子一辆接着一辆地过
那些车子的主人
好像也意识到我紧张的表情
所以都格外小心
感谢神
我的电话又幸存了（捏把冷汗）
然后接着我的
‘寻包之旅’
到了图书馆
我飞也似的
冲向图书馆的置物区
到回方才放包包的地方
眼见另一个一模一样的包包躺坐在地
不管三七二十一
丢了手中不属于我的包
拿了自己的包
再度飞也似的离去
才不理旁人的目光
最重要赶快走了再说
感谢神
我的包包找回了
还好书包的主人
好没发现
不然
我不知该说什么
但也不能怪我吧
因为书包是一模一样的吗
谁会知道这么巧
总之
真的丢脸丢到家了
天哪
所以
拿书包前
请检查清楚
免得类似的事件发生
真的有够乌龙的!
糗死了
也幸好自己在学校时发现
不然
真的替自己和那书包的主人感到抱歉了～

今天真的丢脸死了～！！！
也累死了
拜托不要再来一次
不然我会疯掉～！