HaPPy BirthDaY~

Yesterday

me, Xiao Chyau n Jane went to WEST LAKE to find Ming 

as Jane said wan 2do sum report discussion wf Ming~

Jane~wat kind of expresion is tat~?n summore lying down lik tat n do homewrk.=.=

afta tat 

v go n hv our lunch~

n went to Yi Hang n d geng hostel~

tat LYH keep on playing computer games n summore open d speaker until so loud~haiz~pity Edward~

Edward n YH room~SNSD again~

later on 

v go bak 2 Ming's house~

Edward n YH cum n join us in d discussion group~

all discuss sc 2gether~n again i m d 1who nt inside them~lonely lo~TT

then...

suddenly sum1 cal

is WF
(talking silently)

he tel us tat they all goin 2had a surprise party 4YH~

YH~u so 幸福~

D plan is lik dis

1st,Edward brin YH go KTAR to play tennis

n v all go their hs 2do preparation

(act is the guy who doin preparation~haha~n summore said v al nt lik TRADITIONAL LADIES~

excuse me~v r modern lady~who said tat lady should kna hw 2cook~)

1 of our main food~

cooker of d day~chow sin~sitting while cooking n summore 'arguing' with Jane~haiz~

another main food~pizza~gt 9 pieces~bt i oni ate 1small piece~

n d Bday cake~'Tada~!"(sound effect)
summore gt YH favourite ANGRY　ＢＩＲＤ～　　
haha~


n d main character of d day~

YH shy shy ad~

haha~YH dun lie lah~
u sure gt surprise d~


n d party is nt over yet~
all start wf the angry bird~

pity angry bird~
n oso thanks 4 dis angry bird
bcoz of it av1 kinda enjoy themselves by playing with it~

 senior of YH oso join wf us n play~haha

 YH os:'i m stil handsome wf d cream on my face~'

 edward~dun lan face~haha

 WF~r u trying to say tat d thing is good?

 JANE~JANE~c hw she laugh～soooo happy~

act d main scene is behind~where av1 is trying 2 torture WF~

 Xiao Chyau stil look nice wf d blue cream on her face~

 9 pizzas~fin within 15 mins~o.0~

 play til d floor oso become so dirty~isssh isssh isssh~

 Edward~Edward~lik a mama doin hs wrk~dis is wat cal a good man
meanwhile~
when al of us r doing cleaning wrk~
OCC was still having a war with his senior

 OCC:'dun cum near me~i gt knife in my hand~!'

chatting with them at d balcony~damn fun
YH tel d joke again~
he ask:‘Y is d sea is blue~?’
???
YH:'bcoz there r fish inside~’
chow sin:'y?'
YH:'bcoz.....fish owez lik tat.....'
（a voice fr behind):blu～blu~blu~blu~blu~blu~(wei yuan suddenly cum out n do tat~goof sound effect~)


lastly~
almost al the guy in d hs accompany us back to eastlake~
tq~guys~
u al r so gentleman~


n oso
HAPPY BIRTHDAY~
Yi Hang~

压力

近来

可以说压力非常大～

唉唉唉

wat in my head nw is

assignment

assignment

assignment

exam

exam

exam

~~~

1stly

assignment

~=.=

dunnoe hw 2 say

1 individual assignment

2group assignment

wat make me stress up is

I m d leader 4d group assignment(4 both)

dis is d 1st time 4me 2 be a leader

I quite scare tat i cnt manage 2 lead my team well~

bt 

luckily 

all my group member gv me a lot of helping hand

all of them r very co-operate 

at least 4 nw i still manage 2 do sumting tat a leader nid 2do

hope tat i will nt let them down~

haha~

n exam~

i hate this~

bt wat 2do

v stil hv 2 face it although v dun wan 2~

n d critical thinking...=.=

i ono gt 3 words 2 say

OMG

n oso

I M DEAD~!

speechless~

hope tat it wil nt b 2 worst~

haiz~

instead of these stressful stuff

I stil enjoy my uni life with my new & old frenz

they all damn funny~

make me non stop laughing~

introduce 2 u al~  my new frenz in UTAR~^^

assignment～haiz～headache time~T0T

wish me luck~

Once again
I spent my weekend in Kampar

thank 4 our campus n all d comittee
coz without them
I think i wil oni spent dis weekend with my books
(damn boring 2 study all d time)
dis Saturday
our campus had organize a Talent time Dream Avenue
me n Jane get a chance 2join d show (as an audience, bt i m sure v wil b d participant nxt yr...haha)

b4 i talk about d show
i would lik 2talk about d guy who is 1of d MC

dis MC reminded me 1of my fren 

tat is
MUSHROOM TAN
his looking
d way he talk
his voice
juz same as mushroom
bt
i m sure tat
he is more pro than mushroom
he seems 2 be so professional
n I cnt blive tat he was oni a foundation student juz lik us
(although his looking look a bit mature)
 1st yoyo performance
2ndsinging performance~

d girl sang very well~~

n drama(tat i lik d most)

i lik d papa look(I think MERMAID cn try dis character...haha)

n dis person claimed tat he was "andy lau"（main character)

bt i do admit tat his voice nt bad~

 i lik d talent time man~he is so funny~

lastly,happy family~

n oso
u all sure hv 2 listen 2 dis

cool man~

d show end at about 12.30pm

n later
wat make me fill excited is Dis
Bii came 2 our campus yday
oh my god~

He is so so so so x1000000..... handsome~
n very polite
he keep saying tq 2us
n i admit
he sing very very very veryx1000000....well~\^^/

 there is a lot of Bii 's albums...bt al v hv oni RM30~nt enough $....haiz

 waiting patiently~

at laz v saw Bii～～～

argggg～～～

He sang 3 songs n i cute performance~

(2 who wanna c d video~pls find me~if u can~haha~)

BB～Bii～v gonna miss u~

My Hand

Cn u all imagine
dis bottle of shampoo
just a tiny bottle of shampoo~
bully me !!!

yesterday
i just back home n wanted 2take my bath
when i put dis bottle of shampoo on d basin
'jeng jeng~'
d 'incident' going 2 happen after dis
i m sure tat u all muz b surprise~!

without saying goodbye or any word
it 'dum~!'
it 'commited suicide'
infront of my eye
bt it chose d wrong place
y it wan 2 choose a toilet bowl 2'comited suicide'

at tat moment
i gt nothing 2said
wat am i supposed 2do
i cnt just leave it there

so
i made a decision
tat
i goin 2 'save' it out from d toilet bowl

i put my hand into d toilet bowl
(luckily d toilet bowl is big enough for my hand=.=)
n finally i 'save' d shampoo out from d toilet bowl
n u all muz feel disgusting right now
n u all started 2tink
wont my hand get dirty
d answer is
no
i m serious
no smell at all
n my hand weren't incontact with d shit
y?
coz me n jane do wash d toilet bowl almost avday
thus
i cn sure tat d toilet bowl is very very clean
(although it is stil a place where shit 'pass through'=.=)
so
d conclusion is
pls
do wash ur toilet bowl frequently
coz u wil never knw
when u wil need 2 put ur hand into d place where ur shit go to

1st wEEkenD in Kampar~

From nw on i decided 2use my broken eng 2 write my blog.....although it is nt tat gud , bt i wil try 2 improve d~

2day is saturday 

d 1st weekend i stay in kampar~although i had stayed here 4 3week bt dis is d 1st time i spend my weekeng here

feeling....erm...hw 2 say...quite enjoy it...

i think 2day is d most hardworking saturday in my student life

2day non stop studying~=.=

is quite tiring bt i still enjoy it

is a gud thing 4 me to bcum more hardwrking~haha

n i realize 1 thing tat 

time flewhen u concentrate on doin sumthing

me n jane study from 11 sumting til 6 sumting without noticing d time went so faz=.=

omg~

despite of study v osodo sum "voice" training

keep singing n singing~

haha

luckily our housemate n neighbour didn cum n shoot us~Xp

n then 

v had our dinner at a stalk nearby

i n jane order "roti" for dinner

actually i nt reali wan 2 hv tat as my dinner

coz it wil oni gain my weight n is nt tat healthyTT

bt i stil order 1'roti kacang'(peanut butter) n jane order 'roti kaya' n 'roti cheese butter'

after tat i stil regret 2order dis bcoz of d reason tat i juz mentioned

until d 'roti' was served

i started 2change my mind

it quite surprised me~

n when i put 1 small piece in my mouth

d 1st thought in my mind is OMG~

d peanut butter seems lik split out fr d 'roti'

it remind me d pancake tat i used to eat when i was small~

great taste~

although it cost RM1.70

bt it stil worth tat price

haha

i oso get a chance 2try a small bite of 'roti kaya' n 'roti cheese butter'

both r nice bt i stil prefer d 'roti kacang' 

haha

after finish express my feeling in kampar 2day~

i shall talk about my mum

lately i found tat my mum started 2change~

my mum had bcum very 'young' n 38

i mean her innerside==

(although my mum used 2 b 'young' n 38)

i wonder y my mum cn change in such a short period....=.=

my mum even discuss wf me about d singing contest BY SMS....=.=

n her sms style bcum very 'young'

lolx

bt anyway i quite lik d changes....haha....^^

i lose ad~

ok tats al 4 2day

nw hv a look of d pic tat i took

dis d roti tat i meant juz nw~nice right~so creative~

i tink all d mamak stall should improve their creativity~XD

d scenary here is nice....especially during d evening~

haha...dis is wat i draw on thursday night~

afterwards hv 2start doin my assignment~TT
mayb wil nt tat free ad~
anyway
gambateh~
-end of joyful saturday in kampar-

外面的世界

外面的世界
是孤寂的

即便有朋友的陪伴
但心里还是无法打从心里快乐起来
或许是少了家人的陪伴

我不否认
我想家
而且是超想超想的
有好几次我忍不住流泪了
觉得自己好没用
曾经我还有冲动要放下这里的一切就这样跑回家去
可是不行
我拼命告诉自己不可以
因为我这种行为一点都不成熟，不理智。。。。。。。
太不像我了
我不行这样
我这样只会让老妈担心
可是
每当听见老妈在电话里头的声音
没有哽咽也没有哭腔
但是
我晓得
她是想我的
话语之间虽然没有“我想你”这类的话
思念
是不用用话语表达的
因为彼此心里很明白
这就是安静的力量

所以
为了分散注意力
我尝试融入这里的生活
 尝试让自己在这里过得快乐些

可是。。。。
这里的人可真让我失望
他们不是太骄傲就是太自信
不是太吵闹就是太安静
在这里要交朋友可算是一件难事
是成长的关系吗？
为什么我觉得现在的人心太复杂了。。。。。
还是是因为我把人看得太复杂了？
或许是真的吧。。。。。。

幸好还是有找到一个谈得来的同学
可能都是马六甲人的关系
所以还蛮好聊得

其实
老实说
我并不太想交朋友
 我也不晓得为什么
 如果不是因为有group assignment
我其实也不太愿意和这里的人交朋友
他们太冷了～
讨厌只有我说他们不说
这样怎么做朋友？
最可笑的是
对他们点头微笑
他们竟把你当怪咖
有的还一脸错愕
拜托
同班同学打个招呼很正常吧？
幸好我认识的那个新朋友并没有这样
虽然话不多但她还是会给我反应
不至于冷场～

至于好朋友吗～
各有各的忙
一些忙到不理人
一些可能因为不同系加上不同班的关系
在一起的时间
自然变少了
虽说同校
但因为课程时间不同
碰面的机会理所当然地少之又少

今天总和好友擦肩而过
心中有些不是滋味
总觉得
大家的距离开始变远了。。。。。。。
大家好像都有了各自的朋友
而我
就只有一个
会这样想的因=应该只有我一个吧
或许是我多心了
难以想象颖他们搬走后
我要怎么过～
唉。。。。。。。

颖总会和我分享她在班上发生的有趣的事
其实我很为她开心
至少她还有和好朋友同班
我嘛。。。。。
就自己保重咯。。。。。
该是学习自立的时候了。。。。。
由于和他们不同系
我也变得比较自立
因为我没有人可以依赖
（我是指学习方面）
很多事情都得靠自己了
不会的时候没有人可以问就只好勤劳找资料
每天复习和预习
我敢说我从小到大都没像现在这样勤劳过
或许也是个好的改变也说不定～^^

毕竟人还是必须自己学习完成生活上的琐事 嘛～

其实往好处想
离开家里
虽然堆满了许许多多的不舍
但这些都是人生的一个过程
人是要长大的～！！

一个人
独自在外面的世界
必须勇敢
必须坚强
必须努力
哪怕外面的世界再可怕
我要努力征服“你”