Jealousy 2

我真觉得有点好笑
那女的
也做得太明显了吧
天啊
今天
同样的
也和他同班
不过
当我进班的时候
我真的再次对那女生的举止感到有点无言
这次
他就坐在我朋友旁边的位子
这分明是像在对我说
你想也别想坐他旁边
我当下在心里不知大笑了几次
超好笑的
真的
我真的觉得那女孩很好笑
第二点是
竟然有人愿意为他这么做
哈哈哈哈哈
对啦
我不否认他也蛮优秀的
所以有人喜欢是很正常的
不过
真的有点太超过了
唉～～～

我朋友今天又问我为什么不过去和他坐
我开玩笑说
拜托～！我哪敢那么做～不怕被你朋友杀了不成～

好不容易撑到下课
我朋友竟然跑去问那女孩
是否喜欢他
答案
我晓得
当然说过不是了
这还好
喜欢人不承认
这很正常
不过更扯的是
她说她在帮他另一个喜欢他的朋友盯紧
不让任何蜜蜂黏向他
天啊
这什么歪理啊
如果真的为了帮朋友
我真的觉得她太超过了

不过算了吧
这种事还真不要让我在遇到

Jealousy

吃醋
像是女人的天性
 昨天
我竟然无意间引起一个女生的醋意
我个人是有点无言咯

故事是这样滴
就在昨天
我和一个好朋友的他
刚巧同班
他跟我所他忘了带课堂笔记
要我和他坐
我二话不说就坐在他旁边了
朋友要求当然不会拒绝咯
坐在他旁边的时候
我原以为是自己太敏感
结果我竟然招收我旁边的女生的一个白眼

就是安内！！

当下我傻了一下
可能是我太敏感了吧
我是这么想的
也不去想太多
后来
我朋友告诉我
说：“我朋友（指那名女生）刚刚问我说你为什么突然跑去和那个男生坐？”
好笑了～我跟他坐也要跟她报告哦～
这还好
可能我的举动太夸张了吧
不怪她
可是接下来的问题让我傻眼了一下
她说：“她（指的是我）是不是喜欢他？”
我朋友辩驳说：“没有啦～只是朋友～”
她还要再三确认：“真的吗？”
天啊～
会这么问
只有两个可能
一，我太夸张了（因为我不常和男生有交集会被这样看待可能是因为这个）
二，那女生喜欢我朋友。（我朋友算是风云人物）
以女人的直觉告诉我
第二个可能性较为高
不过
同学
也没必要吃这种醋吧
我又没和他有什么
就只是坐在一起罢了嘛
拜托

=。=
真的是很无言咯
莫名引起别人的醋意
汗。。。lll=。=

我看还是少和男生坐为妙
免得类似这种事再发生
拜托
我干嘛要因为帮朋友被人白眼了
不过
话说回来
那女的其实也长得不怎么样
而且态度尤其的差
竟然这样我也不用对他感到抱歉了
哈哈

～～～～

近期

学业如常

两个字说完

忙

烦

唉~

真觉得自己永远离不开烦恼

一波未平一波又起

别人可能是一波一波慢慢来

我的像是龙卷风袭击般

在你没有预料的时候出现

却又在下一瞬间离开

虽然是一瞬间的袭击

但它留下来的祸患

往往

是让人最讨厌也最头疼的

学业让我头疼

生活让我窒息

每天每天

生活除了读书就是电脑

没有一点生活乐趣

天啊

难道这四年我就要这样过吗

唉～

真想从我这烦闷的大学生涯里头寻找一些些的乐趣

或许

学学乐器也不错

学吉他

因为那是唯一符合我的经济标准的乐器

不知不觉期待了一下

自弹自唱

感觉好像不错～～^^

接下来

要忙的事情多着呢

有5个assignment要做

要命啊～～～～～～

又是public speaking

又是演戏的

难以想象

我接下来

会是什么样子

囧

应该是这个吧～

不管了

加油

拼了～！

Emo~~

Today is my good friend birthday
actually i should be happy
everyone should be happy on your good friend birthday
yeah...i certainly agree with this
but....
why?
i can't even give her a smiley face
i do smile
but the smile just look so uncomfortable for me
i just don't know why
i try to find out the reason
until just now
i finally realize
is because of jealous

all my friend want celebrate for her
it seems like her birthday is more important than mine
not only me friend
but also some of her classmate
they even want to have a birthday part with her(just have dinner together)

my birthday...
although i do receive their 'present' (the photo)
but still
i am not satisfy with this
human are greedy
when you get one thing you still want for another
i want somebody celebrates my birthday just like they did for others
i didn't expect any present or even a birthday party or what
all i want is all my friend have birthday dinner with me

i just don't get it
i don't know why am i now jealous for all these small things
it seems like it is not a big deal and if i tell others my feeling now
they may think that i am ridiculous
i don't want to let them feel in that way
but seriously
i can't smile happily

i should change my mood now
and stop thinking about these things
someone please bring away all these bad feeling

New Start

After a few hour more~

my sem break is going to end

kinda sad

and is tiring to start all over again

i knda fed up with uni life

its tiring

& stressful

almst forget to share my final exam result

CGPA 3.74

actually dis result quite surprise me

i never thought i will get dis result

all i aimed is to get 3.0 above

and wat i cannot accept is

how come my eco get B+

i am quite confident with dis subject

haiz~~~

watever

nw have to put all these thing a side

n concentrate on nxt sem

nxt sem 

will be more tough compare to 1st sem

dis sem break

i spend most of my time at home

no movie

no karaoke

conclusion

boring!!!

i oni went for shopping on friday

spend two saturday on working

spent another two days to b a tutor

n other days spend on watching drama

really a nice drama~

kinda sweet~^^

and oso

KIM TAK GU~~~~~haha

despite of watching dis two drama

i oso spent my time on drawing

i drew 2pic~but i oni manage to post one of it~

although it nt very nice

i juz draw it for fun~haha

actually dis is oni d 1st draft

after all d editting 

it become nicer

but i forgot to take d pic

so hv to post dis 

dun laugh

although it is not nice~haha

bye bye sem break

welcum sem 2~haha

LOSE

Finally
my course work marks have been released
haiz

wat to say
overall is not bad
i think
although i m the highest among d classes tat same tutor with me
but
i still
lose to sum1
haiz

i may b d best in a small group
but not d best when i m in a big group
i stil not satisfy wf my result
it seems lik i m showing off to other tat did not even manage to score well in d course work
act
i am not
is true tat many others are better than me
n summore
my score is not the highest in d whole stream
but oni a few classes who are same tutor with me
i shall b happy
but i still feel sad
coz
y am i owez b d loser
haiz
mayb i m nt gud enough
nvm
i wil continue to improve myself

recently
i found out tat i had changed a lot
i used to be a person who did not really care about d result
but nw
i owez care about it
and my fren even said tat they kinda scare to talk to me
coz avtime they chat with me
i sure wil mention about result...score...mark....study...
ntg else~
n sumhow they lable me as书呆子
whatever in my world oni about study
=.=
what i wan to say is
i am not
pls dun label me in that way
but
i hv to admit that
i really change myself to a person who oni care about study n ntg else
mayb bcoz of d pressure cum from d scholarship
n forces me to change myself
act
i m nt happy wf dis kind of changes
my happiness reduces day by day
i m nt enjoying my life...
but
i still hv to work hard
bcoz
i nid to maintain my result
but at the same time
i wil try to make myself relax
n try to njoy my uni life

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
2day
d BSN call me
they told me that they wan to offer me a scholarship to study in HELP university college
it supposed to let me knw about dis 3month ago
i m not goin to start again as i had study foundation in UTAR for 3month
haiz
what i wan to say is
d GOV reali very 'efficient'
wateva
i had reject it
but kinda worry
bcoz
scare they wil not let me to get d scholarship anymore during degree
haiz
i dun wan bother it anymore

是你的就是你的
不是你的就不是你的

衰到摔倒2

今天
我又跌倒了
这次比较搞笑
为什么？？？
因为
我从楼梯上滑倒
总共滚了
大概二十级的楼梯
躺在地上
动弹不得
哎呦喂呀
在我的滚得当儿
朋友们在那边看着我往下滚
一直在那边唉呦哎呦叫
等到我跌躺在地上后他们才走下来问有事吗
更有人问你是怎样跌下去的=。=（这是什么问题啊）
只见我没出声
大家都慌了
然后是一阵笑声
没有错
是笑声
可是
笑的人不是别人
是我自己
也不晓得为什么
就是想笑
大家以为我是跌坏了脑袋
才在那边笑个不停
我也不晓得
只是我一想到
自己刚刚从楼梯滚下的画面就忍不住笑了起来
因为连我自己都觉得很爆笑
好丢脸啊～～～～！！！！
现在真的是整身痛
痛死了～～！T.T

真是有够丢人的
竟然在男生宿舍的楼梯跌到
还被这么多男生看着
虽然说都是认识的
可是真的很丢脸啊
T.T 55555
算了
丢脸也不是第一次了
就算了吧～
不过还是很痛啊
请不要问废话
从二十级楼梯滚下来
不痛是假的
唉～
真是命苦啊～～～T.T

不说这个～
聊点开心的～～～

话说kampar是追星的好去处～先有Bii～现有潘玮柏和光良～～～
哈哈～
好忙啊~~~
朋友们别吃醋噢～～～