1 more to go

This week I have finished two assignment presentation and one assingnment

^^

I am quite satisfy with my Effective communication Skill Sketch presentation

Thank God I have met all the group member that are really really funny and good

All of us surprisingly get to know each other and just a few days time we all like knowing each others for many days. I really surprise and happy to have all of them same group with me.

All of us tend to co-operate so much

Although I am the first one who come out with the idea

but all of them tend to support my idea

this make me feel really grateful

me and Jess come out with the story line and write out the script

Wan Teen edited the script

and all of us have put many effort on doing the stuff

we make sleigh, grass, santa beard, all the foods, chocolate, candle....and many many more

all of us really enjoy doing this

though that we only spend one whole day to practice for the acting

but I only can say that we all are really work well together

I think this is the only assignment that I really enjoy it soooo much

Thanks to all the group member

PREPARATION...

our SANTA

SANTA & DOTTED THE ELF

THE TWINS^^

 ALL OF OUR GROUP MEMBER:

lastly~we have save the christmas~~~WOOHOO~

one more to go~gambateh~~

sad trip in Ipoh Jusco

27/11/11
haiz~~~
不知该如何形容我此刻的心情
郁闷啊～
今天本来想说去看
那些年我们一起追的女孩
可是
由于一些很复杂的原因
我最终还是无缘观赏这部电影
唉
本来想说好好看部电影的
结果
大家都有种希望落空的感觉
郁闷
也不知该怪谁才好
唉唉唉

算了吧
都出来了
总该开心一点吧

不过今天也蛮开心的
除了不断地和朋友们聊天
还买了一本超值的的书
我有种爽到的感觉
而且是超爽的
因为
我觉得我真的赚到了～
XD

哈哈～
猜猜这本书要多少钱呢？？
哈哈
答案是。。。
RM11.90
是滴
你们没看错我也没听错
真的就是这个价钱
可能你们觉得也不怎么样
可是这是一本著名小说家的书
外加是硬皮书
原价是
RM74.90
总结我省了
RM63
XD 哇哈哈～

除此
我也常到自己长久以来想吃的

韩式石锅拌饭
超大碗的～而且味道很赞～^^
虽然价钱是RM14.90
有点贵的说
哈哈
不过没关系啦
久久一次吧
哈哈
可怜你了
钱包～～

接下来
还有三个presentation要赶
～～加油～～

不过还是会读这本书
如果有时间的话～～哈哈

CRY

these few day
I just realize my mood just like the weather in Kampar
always be rainy day
these few days
I only have one feeling that is the feeling of crying
cry because of pressure
cry because of my stupid brain
cry because of my friendship
I can't stop this feeling and now I start to hate this feeling

is kinda sad
when you face a lot of pressure
and have to deal with a lot of problem
there isn't anybody there to give you a helping hand or even support
I feel like all my friend
are not there to help me when i need their help
nt even 1
even worst there is no one who understand my situation
no one

I think is better to count on myself rather than others
cause I don't want any disappointment~
stop crying
walk on your life~
you can do it

LoVe

Yesterday
my mum come to kampar to accompany me for two days
actually only one and a half days
I really feel that I am not satisfy
I hope that my mum will stay with me
not just for two days

when my mum came
I really feel that I can relax myself for just one day
although we do not chit chat a lot
but at least she was by my side
I can truly feel that I was like back to home again
the home where I can truly enjoy myself
At Kampar here
I fail to find any entertainment and happiness
maybe it is true that i do have quite a number of friends here to accompany me
but
My mum is the only one who I really need
she is the only one who know me the most
and I really feel that I can enjoy my true self in front of her

these one and a half days
I totally feel that I have no any pressure
my brain has no more thinking about assignment and examination
these is what make me feel the best
I can actually laugh out
laugh happily

but
also
when till the moment where my mum is going to leave
I cried
cried out loudly
this is the first time i feel that I really want to be just like a small kid who can always stay with my mum
but I can't
I am now an adult
I am no longer a small child
I have to be strong

my mum keep ask me to relax my self and don't put too much pressure on myself
she doesn't want me to be unhappy for the entire university life
she want me to be myself
Just like what I used to be in the past
the daughter who always be happy and cheerful no matter how hard life is
I want to be like what my mum said
and
I promise
I will give her back the daughter who she want me to be~

Always love you
Mum

不争气

Wednesday 26/10/11
I went to our church for some activities
although I am quite busy
but still I went for it
actually nothing special
we just to have some fun with all of thee members
at least
I think it still was a great day
and I spent the my  public holiday there
actually It just let me have some relaxation
After these day that with assignment
I can't even have a good rest
Is that I don't even have any time to do that
because
all the assignment have to submit on the same due date
and the assignment burden driving me crazy
I just feel that sometimes I can't even breathe
I just can't
Thus
our teacher that is from our church
she is also one of my lecturer and tutor
I told her th problem that I actually face now
she know how I feel and so she ask me to come for the activities to let go some of my burden
at least just give myself one day off
I agree with her
so I went to the church and actually have a good rest there
at least my mind can be rested in 12 hours
that without all those assignment and exam things

After having a class at the church
I said goodbye with my teacher
It actually nothing until
heard what my teacher said
and causes my tears ran out from my eyes
She touch my face and said “加油！辛苦你了！”
I just can't stop my tear coming out but luckily I didn't cry out infront of her
Those words touch my heart very very much
and make me think of my mum
I really miss her a lot
and just right after that
my mum called
we chat for a few minutes
she said she wanna come to Kampar on December as I ask her to do so
because I really miss her and I now stuck here because I have too much of things to be done
and I started to cry out after i finished my talk with my mum
although i used to face a lot of pressure in the previous days
nothing change actually
but what make different is
my mum now is not by my side
I can't stand strong if not because of her

Sorry mum
I try to be strong but
Just let me cry out or once
just once
and I will still be your daughter who always stand strong no matter how hard life is going to be

换风水了～

今天

由于一些原因

房间安装了抽风机

就是这个啦～

为了安装这个

我们不得不把房间所有东西都搬去客厅

安装完后

妈啊

那些灰尘不是多到～～～～

所以不得不大扫除

好不容易打扫完整个房子

颖才说

要不换下房间的摆设

我就说好吧

反正也没差

就换吧～

原本只能一个人用的桌子

 两张合在一起的床～

现在

可以共用了～^^

哈哈

也不错的

将我也不用再趴在床上读书了

（不良示范）

哈哈

believe in GOD

最近

基于巧合

我参加了一间教会的话语教学

话语并不是我们平时说的话

而是

创造我们的神

所想要和我们说的话

这么说可能大家认为我肯定是你不对劲了

也或许

大家会认为

我去教会

该不会就改信基督教了吧

错了～！！

大错特错

我坚信自己是佛教

但

我现在多了一个值得我去相信它的存在的神

不是迷信

而是真的

神是真的存在着

只是被我们忽略了

只因我们无法看见

而我现在选择去用心感受它的存在

其实进入话语教学班

我真的觉得

自己又从中学到东西

不是什么

是人生道理

话语是以圣经作为教材

圣经里边记载着我们的人生该怎么走

人生的一切一切

这让我晓得自己不该再糟蹋自己接下来的人生

让人生白过

我要自我提升

大家都觉得

我是不是真的会改信基督教

我想强调

相信神

不代表你一定要是基督教

神是属于大家的

不分宗教

只是你选择去相信还是不相信

而我

选择了前者

所以请不要以异样的眼光看我

我并没做什么奇怪的事情